Okay, Alot has happened in the last few months! I found out that I'm expecting a little boy, how exciting? It sounds it but at the same time I don't know if i'm ready to be a mother. My mother still does everything for me. I can't imagine growing up any faster then I already have to. It happens though, this was my responsibility and now im going to deal with it. I met a boy in all of this mess too. I couldn't be happier. I have never felt like this for anyone I'm so in love with him it's stupid. We are talking about getting a place together I can't wait! He is my everything I see myself growing old with him without a doubt in my mind. He's hansom, smart, funny, just everything I could want plus more. He want's to be in my baby's life and thats something hard to find and i'm happy I did. I dont regret anything, Cause if I take back everything I have done I would have never met him. Thing's in life right now are so over whelming but I need to take it as it comes. I think personal I'm handling myself very well!

Being in class right now is not good for me.. I need to go home and sleep im so over tired I had a rough weekend, And i'm a dumb ass. Friday night I thought nothing was going to happen untill i got a call from a gorgeous boy and then i snuck out like realy late to hang out with him but w,e then i did but we parked up the road from my house. We did shit and talked for a realy long time huh it was akward I dont know why. He is just an akward boy!  well saturday night i got super drunk haha it was funny we had a dd so it was fine and we drove around taneka was drunk to it was fine untill i started to get sick.. Then i told my best friends boy friend my real feelings for him and how I like him. The funny things i I fucked him before they ever had a thing so she got my sloppy seconds lmao W,e though. I hate school I have been so angry so far I dont want to be here but its lame I still have to stay after for drivers ed so that means im in this shit hole until 5 or so :/ it makes me super sad oh well.some one I wish would sign on aim at this point in time and tlk to me! If you read this and ur online im me! AmeliasRADduh is my sn :] Im amazing haha I wish, I just play myself out as a concieted person so no one thinks i dont have any self respect but I really dont at all. ha w.e I dont care abut myself I never have and most likley never will. There is nothing I can do at this point in time in my life to make me think that my life is going to get any better. I have surgery in like 19 days and it sucks the surgery is the day b-4 my birthday i hate that! but its the only day they can do it I guess. Huh I need to go smoke a bowl and be happy!!

Well someone comment me and talk to me I have nothing to do and someone should entertain me!! <3 you all

How is everyones day?!?

I'm in media and publications and i'm going insane and its lame. I need someone to talk to me! so what are ya'll up to? Ugh I seriously need a life and something to do :/

 

 

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